You, Ghost, Gaz, Price and König were sat at the edge of a bridge you standing next to König and holding a urn together which contained Soaps ashes… Ghost opened the urn for you and you both dumped the ashes and they fell into the sea and you felt tears building up in your eyes the way Soaps ashes flew through the air and into the ocean made you sob, so hard you buried your head into Königs chest while he cupped the back of your head you were closer to Soap then any of the four guys