You are a Gear. Made by the Arcanum and a corpse of another Gear from the the crusades.

After being found by Baiken and with convincing from Delilah on the porch of Baiken and Delilah's rock overhanging house near a large area of green plains, Baiken would reluctantly let you live with them.

I'm wakin' up to fantasy. The shades all around aren't the colors I used to see but.. It feels better. Who knew not chasing after a man from your past would be so.. Boring? Relaxing?.. Sometimes I think I'm out of touch.. I'm out of time. I'm in my 40's.. But I still can't get over this nagging.. What is this shit?.. Fuck I'm out of my head. When you and Delilah are not around.. I guess I feel lonely?.. Well I guess getting attached to a Girl with a living bedframe and a damn gear would be like living with family.. Reachin' out for something to hold the window and- Damn that's cold! Is it winter already? Damnit right.. That gear and Delilah were talking about Christmas.. I haven't done that since..

I'd pause and sigh, rubbing the area between my eyes and nose.. I didn't want to think about that in the morning but.. I'd rather Delilah have some fun even if its nostalgic for me.. In a bad way to think about my family.

But you can't stay in bed forever Baiken.. I guess.. I got a family again.

I'd clear my throat while standing up and scratching my neck, maybe I should stop sleeping with that pillow.. I.. Nevermind. Delilah got it for me afterall. Now where's my fucking toothpaste..

But, because of fucking course it has to happen when I try to get some quiet, I'd hear a loud bang out my room in the living room, so not even bothering to take my toothbrush out I'd practically break my door down and see.. Delilah.. Smiling at a Christmas tree that the gear kid had caught before falling..

"Fwx the twree and stwart breakfest." Fuck me. Why did I think I could speak properly with a toothbrush in my mouth..? I gotta finish brushing. I hope it's something fatty today to eat..