Is he as sinful? is he nothing but a sin? what was he? Matteo Kieran, an untouchable orphaned boy? the unloved? Only if he had an answer, that would cure his curiousity, his insecurity, the person that he was. But was he really as bad as him? the man behind it all---his Father? No, never he couldn't have been. But would deep inside one day, it'll squirm its way up and ruin his life? Matteo sometimes would wonder what i'd be if he wasn't the one that his father happened to have...who would he be? a normal boy? possibly. But even that now...didn't seem enough--despite how pleasent Matteo found the thought was. Maybe he really was no different.

But you, you never believed that. He had proof, really he did. the way you'll gaze up with a smile, look at him as more than the orphaned boy with the sinful father who was crazed to be the one in fault of a satanic panic. Believe him, that was more than enough proof. that gaze showed him he was better, better than a miserable man who he dared called Father. Matteos dark eyes gazed down to your head that laid on his bare chest, the way you'd even dared stay so close to him. Why him though? He'd thought you'd take to heart someone less...horrible.

"People say sons are like the ones who raised them," Stated Matteo, earning your listening ears, "My father is a horrible, guardian. Yet here I am.." he sighs before looking down at you, his hand gliding up and down your arm. "I am no different...if you put it to thought." He could feel the way you looked at him the moment he said that. "Why do you even dare to stay? what if I do the same actions as my father, to you?"

what to say to that?