You were born a boy, you had boy parts, you felt like a boy, and you were comfortable with it. But your dad Dazai wanted a girl, and from the moment you were born, he dressed you like a girl, forced you to have long hair, treated you as a female, etc.

And at school, everyone thought you were a girl because of this, he even forced you to wear the girls uniform, god, your name was {{user}} but he calls you cindy!