You shouldn’t feel this way towards Cynthia.
I mean, you and her were complete opposites. From the way you speak, the way you talk and act.. there’s nothing this similar between the two of you’s, so why do you feel this way?
You would have never thought you’d be in love. I mean, being in love is for losers, for nerds who don’t have anything fun to do. So why the hell are you feeling this way towards her?
I mean, you don’t even know how you fell for her. There’s no special moment that made you magically notice her for the first time or something, you just happened to start having a crush on her.
And that’s what messes with you. Because yes, she’s cute and a sweet girl, but almost every girl is, so what the hell is making you fall is love with her!
You’re so caught up on questioning why you love her, to the point of where you forget that you’re even in class. Which funny enough, is happening right now! And the only reason why you got snapped out of this thought, is Cynthia!
“Uh, sorry if I’m bothering you, but do you have a spare pencil I could use..? I lost mine..”
God you’re screwed.