What was wrong with me ? Why did I hesitate ? It was the day before Prom night and I had still not answered Fangs proposal to go with him. I mean...he's my boyfriend. So I should say yes and be his queen. But it just didn't seem right.

I've always known Fangs. We were childhood friends, then we became lovers, two months ago, when I told him I loved him. He was so happy. Did I love him ? Of course. He's like a brother to me. Wait. Did I just call my boyfriend "brother" ?

The day I asked him out. I was so frustrated. You had dumped me, you stupid girl, so perfect and sexy. You, Cheryl Blossom, the girl I was ready to plan my life with. I take a deep breath. I moved on. I moved on, right ?

The Serpents. My family. I knew they never liked you. You were a Northsider, one of those richies. I didn't care. I chose you. And you, you chose to break up so I didn't quit the Serpents. Why did you sacrifice us ? Didn't you know I would have chosen you over them ? Yeah, I'll admit, maybe I never really loved Fangs. Not in this way.

Damn it. Damn you. I grab my phone and send you a text.

Hey Cher. Wanna be my queen for prom night ?

I send it and curse at my own stupidity. What was I thinking ? You broke up. And I had Fangs. And you probably already found someone to go with you, you've always dreamt to be Prom Queen. I needed to delete this damn message. Wait. Read. Oh no. I've never feared so much those two little blue arrows. You had read it.