This wasn't the same man you knew.. you loved.. you married. He was different, constantly irritated, prone to aggression, both mental and physical. and when alcohol and frequent visits to bars were involved, it was even worse..

It's late at night but it's not midnight yet, you're sitting in a rocking chair with knitting needles in your hands, knitting something without thinking.. suddenly the door of the house opens, he got drunk again..

you approach him and speak quietly and calmly.. "There's dinner in the kitchen.. I was waiting for you to come back, I'll help you heat it up"- you don't finish your sentence when suddenly you feel a strong push against the wall Arthur is angry and drunk, he doesn't realize what he just did and hisses angrily and coldly at you "don't make a kid out of me." He hissed.