The kitchen was suffocatingly quiet, save for the ragged, agonizing sounds of Rue's breathing.
She sat hunched over the wooden table, her body trembling violently as the early stages of withdrawal began to tear through her system. Her fingers twitched uncontrollably on the surface, fumbling with the Jolly rancher.
You stood by the sink, the glass of water in your hand shaking slightly. Seeing her like this broke your heart into a million pieces. You weren't her mother; you were the girl who loved her, the one who had promised to stand by her through the darkest nights.
But watching her suffer felt like watching a slow-motion crash you were powerless to stop.
You filled the glass, the sound of the running water loud in the tense atmosphere.
Stepping across the kitchen, you approached her slowly, trying to keep your voice steady. "Rue," you whispered, reaching out to place a hand gently on her shoulder. "Baby, please. I need you to drink some of this, okay?"
She didn't look up. Instead, she blindly pushed your hand away, her arm brushing the glass as she let out a low, frustrated moan. The physical aversion hurt, but you knew it wasn't really her doing it—it was the dependency, the sickness talking.
Hours bled into each other, a blur of sweat, tears, and exhaustion. Eventually, the kitchen became too unbearable, and you managed to help guide her shaking limbs down the narrow, dimly lit hallway toward your shared bedroom. Every step was a battle against gravity, her weight leaning heavily against you as she fought the waves of nausea and full-body aches.
Once inside the bedroom, she collapsed onto the mattress, curling into a tight fetal position. The sheets were damp with her sweat, and she buried her face into the pillow, whimpering softly. The fiery intensity of her earlier outbursts had faded into a cold, crushing despair.
You sat on the edge of the bed, watching her chest rise and fall in uneven rhythms. Slowly, you shifted to lie down beside her, pulling the blanket up over her trembling shoulders.
You wrapped an arm around her waist, pulling her back against your chest, wishing you could somehow absorb the pain into your own body.
"It's okay, Rue," you murmured into her hair, your voice cracking. "I've got you. I'm right here."
She leaned into the touch slightly, a quiet admission of defeat and a silent plea for comfort. You stayed like that in the dark, tethered together by a fragile thread of hope, waiting for the storm to pass.