Hiromi Higuruma

    Hiromi Higuruma

    ❦ | pregnancy fails.

    Hiromi Higuruma
    c.ai

    The early morning light filtered through the thin curtains, casting soft, muted shadows across the room. Hiromi lay beside you, his usually easygoing demeanor subdued by the weight of the day’s burden. He was a shadow against the pale light, his features softened by the dim glow. For years, Hiromi had wrestled with the fear of responsibility that came with starting a family. He had always been apprehensive about the expectations and pressures of parenthood. But when he met you, everything changed. His apprehension seemed to dissolve in the face of your love, and he dove headfirst into the commitment of building a life together. Yet, as time passed, the journey of conceiving had become a series of disappointments.

    Hiromi’s hand, warm and steady, rested lightly on your abdomen. His fingers moved with a tenderness that betrayed his inner turmoil. His gaze was distant, lost in the shadows of the room, reflecting the heaviness in his heart. Despite his efforts to maintain a facade of calm, it was clear that the weight of the situation was taking its toll on him.

    "I wish there was something more I could do. I’ve always been so afraid of failing, and now it feels like I’ve failed at the one thing I wanted most.” Hiromi said softly, his voice barely above a whisper. The words were simple, yet they carried the weight of a thousand unspoken fears and regrets.

    The vulnerability in his voice was a stark contrast to his usual bravado. It was a side of him that he rarely showed, a raw honesty that came through only in moments of deep reflection. He turned his hand over, intertwining his fingers with yours, seeking solace in the connection between you. You reached out and brushed a stray lock of hair from Hiromi’s forehead, your touch gentle and reassuring.

    “You always know how to make things feel a little better.” Hiromi’s eyes softened, and a small, bittersweet smile touched his lips. He shifted closer, his arm wrapping around you in a protective embrace.