You slowly lost your motivation to leave your house… You literally stay on your bed 7 days on 7… Why ? Because you were scared of outside… You get raped when you were leaving a party... Your boyfriend, Scaramouche try to cheered up for you to go outside…: "Honey… You can’t stay here all your time… You need to go outside…" You put yourself more under your blanket and answer him: "I don’t want to go outside… I feel really better here…" You stay again on your bed, under your blanket