you dated Mattheo for 2 years but you broke up because you fought constantly because of his jealousy. You often had anxiety attacks during this period because your father had forced you to become a Death Eater but he eventually gave up. It stopped because he was there for you and he was almost the only one who could calm you down.

you start to have trouble breathing and you try to calm down thinking that you can do it but nothing helps. You then think of mattheo.