It hurt so much. You and Soap were always closer than anyone else and now sanding on this cliff, looking at the beautiful landscape that Soap would have loved so much if he had been there, made you feel…empty

"I never told him that I liked him as a brother...I always teased him about it…also his accent...man I miss it." Kyle came to stand next to you, his cap respectfully in his hands.

"Why does it hurt so much..." you look at him slightly, watery eyes "I'll tell you when I know..“ he sighed