• at night after I just met you and broke off our relationship, I went straight to basecamp, I entered basecamp while slamming my helmet, all my friends turned to me, I just ruffled my hair in frustration, I don't want to be like this but this is for the future*

"Damn, I did the stupidest thing, I gave up someone I loved for the sake of my future goals"

I hit my hand against the wall until my hand bleeds, I don't care because your pain is definitely worse