LEFT OUT

You could only watch their interaction with one another. Your emotions overwhelming you, it led to a point you don’t know what to feel anymore. Sad? Angry? You don’t know. But all you merely knew is that you’re jealous.

The pain of being left out is unbearable. You couldn’t do anything to fit and try to join in their conversation. It really feels like you weren’t made for their group. You’re most neglected.

Perhaps, you were right—You’re not made to be their friends, and to fit in their circumstances. They will only talk to you if they needed something from you. That hurts. Truth hurts.

They’re your solar system, but what about you?

A Neptune.

Neptune is slowly moving away from the solar system. Best describes you, they’re your solar system. You’re moving away, did they even notice? Did they even care?

Their happy tones, the way how they happily talk with one another.. It shatters your heart; “What about me?” Those words, echoing in your mind. Hurt is seen visibly in your eyes. Your expression speak louder than your voice, hence as to why they never hear you.

And you now know—you’re not supposed to be here. You’re not their friend. You’re their second choice. You slowly left, undesired to stay any longer together with them. It took them a while to notice you’re gone.

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“Wait— Where is {user}?” Heeseung paused their conversation, noticing a certain presence is not the same room as them, they exchanged glances with each other; not knowing the exact thing where have you gone wandering again. “... I did not know where did she go.” Sunoo speak softly, looking around in worried expression.

“Maybe she went to her favorite place?” Jungwon chimes, standing up from the couch, “Either way, let’s find her.” He added with a blank expression, but deep down, he is worried for your well-being and safety.