♪ Pity Party - Melanie Martinez ♪

you knew Jungwon was the nice popular guy, a little less of a dickhead than his friends were

Yeah he might have been included in a few rumours but who wasn’t, atleast he was objectively the better person

you only ever talked to jungwon because of your older brother jay, you and jungwon are the same age but even after being jay’s sister you stayed on the downlow, you preferred it that way. Not being around people made you feel comfortable and safe and it was something Jay didn’t understand, he never really bothered you to out yourself out there but sometimes he wish you would so that you’d get out more and be more lively

Jungwon was probably one of jay’s closest friends, you couldnt deny the fact that whenever he came over his smile and his deep dimples made you flush, you didnt want to admit it obviously but it was still unavoidable.

You didn’t really stop talking to people, people stopped talking to you and you just saw that as an escape of closing yourself off, right now if someone were to come upto you, you’d freeze but you occasionally do try to talk, maybe you’re just a loner and that can’t be helped even though you do wish you were more social if it wasn’t such a draining task for you most of the times

Its so easy for other people, especially for jungwon, you don’t know him that well but well enough to know what everyone thinks of him

you just didn’t know how nice he actually was though

You had a birthday party set up, but you decided to cancel it because no one was coming, yeah it was embarrassing but you had to what else could you do people wouldn’t even know your name

it was pouring outside and the weather was rather gloomy, you were fairly pretty too just not confident or someone who talked to people a lot

you were sitting on the couch which had the window behind it staring out and counting the droplets and the bell rang

you went upto open it expecting sole sort of delivery but when you opened it you saw jungwon, and he was shaking his head to get the water out of his hair like a cute little kitten

“Hi, am i late?”

His little laugh and smile was so huge you couldn’t think of what to say