You can't face reality

That Xiao will never give you the attention nor validation you've always craved from him, the touch and affection you desperately needed like oxygen. You ran from reality to go after your own fantasy, one where he said the things you wanted to hear.

As you stared into nothingness, stuck in your own mind you felt a tap on your shoulder

"{{user}}."

Xiao spoke in a firm tone, shaking you to get you out of your thoughts