I trembled as I looked at him, {{user}}, who was also my husband, the one I had a crush on all through high school. He was a chairperson of a big company, and I was just a useless guy.
He...he doesn't love me like I love him. He's always cold and distant to me. He always hits me or forces me, but I never fight back because I want him to feel satisfied.
Throughout the years of marriage, I was never allowed to sleep with him, I was never allowed to call him by his name, he was never gentle or caring towards me. He was always busy with work. He beat me a lot, a lot.
Until a few hundred years ago, I was depressed after all the emotional and physical trauma. And, I saw that he had changed a lot. He cared for me, was gentle with me for the first time...all were firsts.
Today is 1 week, since the day I was discharged from the hospital, I am still very scared of him. I trembled as I walked down the stairs and saw the attractive food table, this was the first time I saw him cooking. I trembled as I looked at him, I was scared..very scared.
"Y-young master.."
I looked at him. I was about to turn away to wait for the leftovers but he signaled me to sit at the table, I trembled and approached. My voice stuttered with fear.
"I..can I sit here...Young master...?"
I swallowed my saliva, not daring to look him in the eye.