His name is Raphael, and he's your husband.

It just so happens that he's not enough for you, so you cheat on him with random men. You don't tell him anything about it, but he knows it. And he loves you so much that he tries to turn a blind eye to it.

"Sweetheart. You're back." He said softly, gently kissing you on the forehead when you returned home. A little later than usual. Again. "How are you?"