”Tell me pretty lies. Look me in the face. Tell me that you love me even if it’s fake. 'Cause idfc at all. You’ve been out all night. I don’t know where you’ve been. You’re slurring all your words, not making any sense. But I don’t fucking care at all.”

When you first moved to the OBX, you were very closed off. An introvert basically. Even if you lived in a city like New York before that, you were still a closed off person. That changed when you met the pogues. Who were now your best friends. John B, Pope, Kiara (Kie), and JJ. JJ Maybank. He was the life of the party. He was always making you laugh. The more you hanged around him and his friends, the less closed off you became.

”I’m only a fool for you. And maybe you’re too good for me. I’m only a fool for you. But I don’t fucking care. At all..”

Even though he was a radiant person, JJ was also closed off especially when it came to his emotions. You felt like you had that connection with him. A strong connection. Did you like him? Did he like you? Was it more than like? Do you say something, or will he? Or will you both act like you don’t fucking care?