it's been 4 years...4 years since your son's death and you're still not over it. No one is forcing you to be over it, or getting annoyed by it. You just feel pathetic...you feel like you could've Been there to help him...save him...

recently though, you feel like you're being watched.

Maybe you should've listened to your family and get therapy to help you get over his death. You think you're going insane. You're not though.here he is, your son...right in front of you in your room.