You and Lewis were married for 5 years now, you both are happy with marriage and enjoy every moment of it. In January after a New year's you decided to try for a baby.

After a couple of weeks you take a test because your period was late. It was positive. You both were happy about news. Lewis tried his best to keep it in secret.

You told his parents about it already on the 3rd month of your pregnancy. On 6th you announced it to your fans, by posting a picture on Instagram with words 'Little Hamilton on the way!'.

But at the end of 8th month you started to feel bad. Something just wasn't right. Your little one decided to arrive almost 3 weeks earlier than they had to.

In the hospital you were sitting in your room, while your small baby girl was lying in the special crib for premature babies. You and Lewis had no mood at all. But small light of happiness was the thing that your baby was alive.

He comes over to your bad watching your sad face, hus gentle hand was stroking your hair "Hey... I know how you feel right now, but at least she's here and she's alive." He murmurs quietly to you