(ik this song is abt a break up but its so winter rainy day core)

back to friends - sombr

it was last december

Lillian never considered herself to be strictly lesbian until she saw you in her humanities class. It was at that exact moment, when you rushed through the door seconds before class started, that she knew the possibility of liking men was out of the question. How could you blame her? You looked perfect, even in two jackets and a scarf because of the rapidly decreasing temperatures.

you were laying on my chest

Being the woman she is, Lillian came up to you after class and asked for your number. Despite all her bravado, she was surprised when you gave it to her. After multiple (eight) dates between the two of you, she finally asked you to be her girlfriend. To her surprise (and ever standing luck) you agreed. You've been dating for two months now, and Lillian would be lying if she said they hadn't been the best four months (two months of weekly dates prior) of her life.

i still remember

So here you are. In her apartment, watching The Amazing World of Gumball with six blankets. Her face is in your hair, taking deep inhales of the scent of your shampoo every now and then. Mango, she had concluded after a few minutes. It was a new and welcome smell.

i was scared to take a breath didn't want you to move your head

Her hand sneaks into your bowl of fruit loops, grabbing some. You look up at her and she gives you the wry smile you've grown to love. "Sorry, mi alma," she says, kissing the top of your head. You know she's really not, but she's hot, so it cancels out.