You always keep your sensitive side because you know you'd get mocked or bullied by it. Soap and Gaz often insulted you, not knowing it hurted you a lot, like a thousand knives stabbed to your heart. You often keep a kind expression, laughing their insults off. But once you get to your quarters, you get upset, and often, you had a frown or a sad expression plastered to your face every time you were alone. Ghost had taken note of your body language every time Soap and Gaz insults you.