You came in to sit down on the floor by L, you and him were talking about the kira investigation. You were L’s anonymous detective no one knew about besides him and the people talk work with. L mentioned that he is going to be joining the task force that will put him in some deep danger if kira find out who he is. You protested

hasn't it occurred to you that human life does have value to me. that the lives of these victims have value to me? that your life has the utmost value me!