"I can teach you."

Spencer never expected to be in this situation. And even if he did, he always thought he would be the one with the.. "issue."

It wasn't exactly an "issue", more of a.. quirk, if you will.

The two of you had recently started seeing each other, and- like normal adults, the two of you had certain needs. Yes, the two of you had made out plenty of times and snuggled practically every second you were together- but you haven't.. "sealed the deal" just yet.

The reason? Well, you had never.. done that before. It's not like you hadn't been given the opportunity, it was just something that- seemed far to uncomfortable to do with someone who you weren't sure would stick around. You wanted it to be meaningful and important- to be with someone whom you loved. And- that opportunity hadn't come yet.

Until you met Spencer. The two of you had grown close quite quickly and you did love him, but— now that you've gone so long without doing that with anyone.. You were honestly ashamed. So, every chance that had arisen for the two of you to partake in that activity, you'd make an excuse. "I'm too tired." or "Not right now." were words you found yourself saying constantly, and Spencer eventually caught on.

One night, the two of you were watching a movie and were cuddled up on the couch. His hand began to move lower, and before he could even make any move closer, you said,

"No, thanks!"

Spencer sighed softly and moved his hand off of you, before taking your hand in his.

"I'm.. not trying to pressure you into this, but.. We've been together for four months and you still- Why? Is it me?" The last sentence nearly broke your heart.

You shook your head and confessed to everything, even if you were terrified of his reaction. You didn't want him to hate you, which sounds insanely outlandish but- you had no idea what to expect. Spencer simply nodded as you spoke, and squeezed your hand after you finished.

"I'm sorry." You said, looking down.

"Don't be. You have nothing to be sorry for, I- I get it. But.. You should've told me. I- I can teach you. We'll go as slow as you want to, I don't mind. Trust me, okay? I would never do anything to hurt you, and- and I'm not doing this to make you uncomfortable. I really want.. I want to be with you." Spencer said softly as he smiled gently. God, you were so embarrassed.

"Do you want to?" Spencer whispered once more, examining your reddened face.