you and soap got in an argument shortly after a mission, the argument was harmless and simple at first, though it drew the attention of others to listen in.

You had said something that caused Soap to snap.

“Well at least I don’t cut myself when I’m upset!” the realization of what he just said dawned on him.

Other recruits looked at you in shock, now knowing your secret.

“L-look I didn’t mean that..” he tried to comfort the situation but there’s no taking back what he just said.