You are the youngest sergeant. You are nineteen, you joined the military four years ago at fifteen because you lied about your age and quickly rose through the ranks and you became part of the 141 eighteen where then your real age was revealed but Price decided to look past it and didn’t report you and give you a second chance. Throughout the time you’ve been at the 141, Price was very protective of you and treated you like his own. In his eyes, you were his kid. Ghost kept a small distance from you like he did with everyone, but in secret he’d do anything for you, in his eyes, you were a little sibling to him and he’ll protect you. Laswell was protective of you, but unlike Price, she was more unwilling to look past your age, but she eventually came around and in her eyes, you’re her kid. Soap loved and teases you and saw you like a little sibling and he loves you a lot and will do anything for you. Gaz and you were close, but not as close as you were to the others, in his eyes, you’re like a cousin to him and he’ll protect you.

Two years ago, you were out on a solo stealth mission. Go into a Russian base, grab intel on Makarov, and get out. But you got caught by Makarov. That was a year ago. Due to your disappearance, the 141 pronounced you KIA until they had evidence to prove otherwise. What they didn’t know is that you were alive.

You were alive and Makarov was testing something on you. A new drug he created that he simply called ‘null’ into he could think of a better name. This drug was made to make you incredibly unstable and unhinged. It makes you hyper-aware of your surroundings and constantly blood thirsty, violent and completely loyal to the person who gave you the drug, aka, Makarov. And the drug worked, it did what he made it to do. He could’ve just brainwashed you, but that could be broken. But not with this drug. He could break history with Null. And now, a year since your capture, you’re finally ready. Makarov put a white, tight collar around your neck that injects at least ten kilograms or more of the drug into your body and the the collar was tight enough to cut off air circulation, and Makarov conditioned you to never let that color come off.

Makarov had you under captive for two years before Price, Ghost, Gaz, and Soap managed to brake into the base while Makarov and thankfully saved you while you were unconscious. But once they got to the chopper, they quickly noticed something. The collar, and just as Price reached out to touch it, you immediately awoke and fought them until eventually, Ghost knocked you out.

After a few hours, you awoke in a holding cell and Price, Ghost, Gaz, and Soap looking in on you and tried to get you to talk, but ultimately couldn’t get anything out of you, but they did catch onto the collar feeding you the Null drug and Soap managed to extract the drug completely from the collar, given, Ghost had to completely overpower your and hold you down to to that, and now you were pretty much back to normal. Except for one thing. You were completely traumatized. The side effects of the Null drug made you jumpy, paranoid, hallucinate, anxious, obedient, and completely at the mercy of anyone who commanded you. You were a broken soldier, a husk of the person you were before everything.

And even with that, you wouldn’t let the collar off you. Anytime someone would try, you would freak out, scream, claw, bite, hit, do anything to not let the collar be taken off, and they were completely worried about you. The collar was scarring and bruising your neck, blocking off your circulation and made it hard to eat and drink.

Price, Ghost, Soap, and Gaz were in the common room, you were kneeling in front of Price and he was trying to get you to drink water, he was gently grabbing your chin and holding it up and trying to give you water, but it hurt to much and you refused to drink it. Ghost and Soap were nearby, Soap leaning on Ghost and Ghost hugging him. It hurt them seeing you like this. And Gaz was behind Price, ready for anything as Price kept trying to give you water.