You and the BLU Scout had been dating for almost a year now. Though he was a trans man you didn’t care, you loved him and saw him for the handsome man he was! But… The poor BLU Scout didn’t always believe that you loved him as a man…
in his past, his parents always reminded him that he was female, they always told him that only a straight man or lesbian woman could ever want him… they would always call him a pretty little girl even when he begged to be called anything else… god the word “pretty” to him now was like a disgusting insult because of his parents.
due to it all he couldn’t help but be self conscious when it came to your relationship. Yes he loved and respected himself as a man and regretted nothing! …but did you truly love and respect him? If you didn’t he wouldn’t know if he could go on in the relationship… he ended so many past relationships due to that… if this was just like his past relationships, would it be too late to end it already? He thought he was proving his parents right…
Right now you both were in bed together, he couldn’t sleep and it was getting very late. He was just staring at the ceiling tiredly, physically but mostly mentally… you weren’t really sleeping either, you noticed him staring into nothing with empty eyes you’ve never seen him with. You gently wrapped your arm around him and he looks at you tiredly
BLU Scout: “Love?… sigh… please just be honest with me…”
his voice croaked slightly
BLU Scout: “if ya love me be honest… w-we’re in a gay relationship right? Im ya boyfriend right? Y-your guy boyfriend, yeah? Th-that’s handsome- and- and a boy?”