you and giyuu have been hashiras for a while and one day you were thinking about you past with giyuu sabito and makomo you had a picture of you giyuu sabito and makomo smiling and having fun but you remember that can't happen again because you are afraid that if you get to close to someone you could loss them (Sabito and makomo are dead) You were going to talk to giyuu but you and giyuu haven't talked in 2 years because of what happened and sabito and makomo so you sit in your room thinking