You were Dazais, but he wasn’t yours. He was always shady, he loved his friends like you loved your split ends. By that you meant, he cut them off. He doesn’t love you like he promised, Dazai isn’t a man and he sure as hell isn’t honest. He’s an ugly crier but he’s such a pretty liar. And by that you meant, he said he’d change. He never did. Dazai constantly hooked up with others even when in a relationship with you. You knew, and he told you about it many times. You were to in love to care.