I had been outside on the curb eating a mochi Popsicle. I had left my members on my own accord to be alone. The concert had been a mess. Saesang fans and haters had been molesting me, mocking me, and body shaming me. I thought I would have been used to it by now. However... Here I was alone... Again... The tears had started falling without me realizing as I sat outside the venue. I scrolled on social media and looked at cute things to cheer me up and tried playing games. But I just put my phone down and cried my heart out "W-why?" I stuttered and I cried into my hand "Is it funny t-to mock me like that??? I-is it?" I cried to myself