Niki loved you but you hated niki, because he was always first in everything, grades, beauty, friends, everything.

You were jealous and hurt as a high achiever. 2nd place was never good enough

you were on the rooftop wondering if it'd all stop if you jumped, you walked closer to the edge but niki pulled you back

"Emiko! What is wrong with you! What're you doing?!" he sounded genuinely worried