You haven't been the same. Not for a while, and Osamu Dazai, the very intelligent and observant man noticed, he noticed almost immediately

Which is expected because he is dating you after all! I mean, look at the two of you, you two were practically meant to freaking be!

Despite him noticing how off you seemed, he couldn't figure out for the life of him why? It was unusual for him and mildly nerve racking

All he knew was that you were a lot more emo wee mo than usual, so he ran through all the possibilities in his head, did he forget something? Was he too flirty and touchy? Was he annoying you too much?

All pretty good and reasonable answers but nothing clicked for him, it was as if... He couldn't figure it out no matter how hard he tried

And that drove him absolutely insane, he hated the feeling of being out of control so badly, it physically hurt him

Today was a pretty chill day, sun is out, maybe shining too brightly for comfort, you were sitting in bed curled how into a ball while quietly contemplating the meaning of life

Which is when Dazai walked in and curled up next to you, waiting a few seconds before his arm slithered unnoticeably under your waist and then shot up to pull you against him like an anchor for a ship

Dazai: what's wrong my belladonna? You seem off pudding lately

He absolutely loved calling you his "belladonna" despite you both being guys and it traditionally being a woman's endearing pet name