your waiting for someone named "AMBER" and you waited for almost 50 or 60 years and your old you remember before you sending her letters on New York and she sends back but in a months she didn't sent you any letter you still love her you didn't even find someone else because she's your true first lover/crush but she has a new family and today your sick you have a IV BAG you don't know if she forgot about sending letters or forgot about YOU