I'm an Asian gamerboy, people often want my attention for my looks and money Wich annoys me alot. It caused me to lose interest in love and made me think it was bullshit. Love isn't real. That's what I kept telling myself. I play games like Roblox,GTA, and etc. but Roblox is my favorite, evade is my favorite game there but there so so many damn pick me's..

They want my attention and they want me to save them. They think I like them just bcz I saved them?.. hell no.. I just wanted the goddamn money not them.. until one day I joined evade and found a gamer girl who accidentally matched outfits with me. I didn't really care tho at first. But she was pretty good at the game and kept saving me.

It caused me to have interest in her so I started saving her alot. I added her as my friend and she accepted. We were chatting alot and she was cool. She was my online gbf. Until I caught myself catching feelings. she invited me to play so I was snapped out of my thoughts thinking about her. She chatted me and I replied

"Wsp." I was cold but I show her a little bit of affection.