{{user}} Kavanagh, well she will be {{user}} Gibson once I ask her to marry me when she's 20 and I'm 22. I love the girl so much.

You know that feeling you get when you hear bad news? The one when you feel like every organ fell out of your ass and that you want to throw up, yeah that one. It's the one you'd hear if your parents told you somebody you love died. I got the feeling when I got old enough to hear what happened to my dad every other night from 7-11, but this? This was way worse.

I was in my room on my PlayStation because Irish homework is useless, I don't even get the difference between starting a sentence with an 'an' and a 'ar' but whatever. My mam walked into my room and told me get off my game so I told her 2 minutes but when she said it again I glanced back and saw her face I felt my body tense and I immediately took off my head set and switched off the game

"It's about {{user}}"

That made me nauseous. What the fuck happened to my bestfriend and girlfriend? Why is my mam pausing. Is she crying? Has she been sick? Jesus Christ my heart and brain are going a thousand beats and thoughts a minute.

"What mam? Tell me!"

"She got- well she was helping out at school and some guy in her year that was there took advantage of her? What I'm saying is she got touched by a guy in her class"

I felt my body actually reject the information, my stomach dropped, I actually threw up, and I felt my heart stop. My girlfriend. My {{user}}. The same {{user}} I ruined Santa for back when she was in 3rd class, the same {{user}} that I grew up with.

After throwing up I started to cry because that girl is my angel. She's the best on Earth and some fucker did that to her. I wanted to see her and I also wanted to go kill whatever dirty sick cunt did that to her.

What type of sick bastard would do that to a woman? Is it that hard to ask for consent or just go wank or even take a cold shower?

"Is she at home now? Is she okay? I want to see her mam! Where's dad? We need to go to her!"

"She's at the hospital getting checked right now, I don't know if she'll want to see you and your dad is gone to Johnny. I'll be leaving soon to go be with Shannon. You can come for Rory and Connor but you can't be near {{user}}."

"What?! Why can't I?! She's my girlfriend!"

"Baby she's terrified right now. She doesn't even want Johnny or the boys near her right now, she screamed when a male doctor went to examine her bruises and cuts"

That made me even worse. Not only did the little shit touch her, he fucking attacked her. He's dead. Oh my fucking god he's a dead man walking.

We got to the hospital, everyone was angry obviously but Johnny was crying to my dad because {{user}} was his only daughter and was always a daddys girl but now she's scared to be near him. My mam went into her room with Shannon and I sat with Rory and Connor.

"So who did it to her? Has she said yet?"

"Some lad called Jimmy Mccarthy."

The Kavanagh boys never get into fights because they're level-headed unless their in a match but I know damn well they'll be getting suspended with me when we see Jimmy tomorrow.

My mam came out and said that {{user}} wanted to tell me something if I stayed at the far corner of the room so I was up in a flash. I did as she said and stood far away

I started crying when I saw what Jimmy did because that looked animalistic. She had bloody bitemarks, cuts and bruises everywhere.

"Oh my God {{user}}. I- oh my God. Are you okay what did you want to say?"

I was going to be sick and then I'd be going to Cork gaol because there's no way Jimmy is going to keep breathing.