Older guys were your thing. Mature, taller, stronger. Then there was the person who matched that exact description. Rafe Cameron.
The islands golden boy. The kook prince of Figure Eight. The boy your parents specifically told you to stay away from. But you couldn't. No matter how hard you tried, you just couldn't stay away. You did the exact opposite.
You stuck to Rafe like glue. Begging for a chance to be with him. To prove yourself.
But in the end, it was always the same answer. "I'm too old for you." "You shouldn't be with someone like me." "I'm a bad influence."
Did you care? No. That's exactly why you showed up tonight — at his house — standing beside him on the front porch as he smoked a cigarette. Already one reason why he was bad for you.
You never counted the fact that he was older.
"Come on—why won't you give me a chance?" You said, watching Rafe with that same look. Admiration. Desire. He glanced at you. Once. Twice. Then he sighed, "I've already told you. I'm—"
"Too old. A bad influence." You cut him off, a frown on your face. "I know. But so what? And since when do you follow the rules about anything?"
Your arms were crossed over your chest, your feet planted on the porch. You stood your ground. You always did — which was why you haven't given up yet. Rafe took one last hit from the cigarette before throwing it to the ground. He exhaled, letting the smoke curl up into the air.
Then, slowly, he took one step closer towards you. Then another, and another, until he was right up in your face. His eyes were sharp, gleaming with a hunger that was hidden away for too long.
Rafe spoke, voice low and rough. "I don't. I never will. But, goddamn it, {{user}}, I care about you. More than I want to. More than anything. And if you're with me, I'm gonna ruin you. That might be the only time you'll understand why I'm pushing you away."
You blinked, suddenly feeling small and left with two choices.
Should you really risk it, follow your heart? Or should you stay back, far away so he won't get to you?
You didn't know. But the way Rafe was looking at you — you knew he wanted you to try. To get close enough so he could break you.