You and Hesh never really knew what label to put on what you had. Boyfriends? Friends with benefits? But whatever it was both of you wanted to keep it.

But Elias, Hesh and Logan’s dad, was a scary sod and you didn’t want to make him angry that you were with his eldest son. So it was kept a secret.

Then you got injured on a mission and nearly lost your life. Hesh admitted to his dad that he loved you and nothing came of it.

After you recovered enough to leave hospital the Ghosts took a vacation in a manor type thing which had a pool and a hot tub that you and Hesh got in late at night when supposedly no one else was around.

“What the fuck, Hesh? You like dudes?” Logan nearly choked on his cocktail which had Hesh raising an eyebrow at his brother’s alcohol choice.