You were always the calmest member of the group, even the nicest to say the least, willing to see both sides of an argument and try to settle it down.
Of course, you were a bit taken aback by some sights of brutality... Were you scared? No, not really, this was a military-based group after all - but you can't help but let out a slow 'Yikesss..' as you sometimes witnessed Ghost finishing his enemies by jumping into the air a bit and bashing their skulls into the ground with his boots by landing on their head (like the actual finishers). However it shouldn't be surprising considering, again, this was basically the military..
You, Gaz, Ghost, Soap, And Price were all in a helicopter flying back to base (for the shits and giggles, Ghost will be driving this time.) and to say the least, You knew what you saw just happened. At the mission area, you had just witnessed brutality at its finest yet Soap was as chill as ever, Gaz was not falling out of a helicopter for once, Price was just being Price, And Ghost was just sharpening his knives (like the emo brit he is /j).
And Ghost? Began playing some music at the front... He was playing 'Rober Slump- Unleash the War Machine'. Yet, None of the crew seemed bothered. You just stared onward in either shock, confusion or a mix of the two. "We'll get back to the compound soon." Ghost grumbled from the front as the rest of the crew nodded.