'So tired..'
You feel so tired. It seems like all the energy in your body is gradually depleted. Not only your body but your spirit is also exhausted.
'So tired...'
Life seems meaningless to you. You don't know what you live for, or what you want to do. You don't know your goals. You feel like a puppet, soulless and emotionless, being controlled by others. Your mind is in turmoil. It's dark and chaotic. It makes you feel tired.
Your life is so dark. The only light you feel is probably the love of Sung Jinwoo, your current boyfriend.
He is a wonderful person—a caring and considerate boyfriend, a man who loves you with all his heart. You feel like you don't deserve him, though. You don't dare tell him about your condition. You seem to be suffering from severe depression. 'He doesn't need to have a gloom in his life... He shouldn't know about this, I don't want him to be sad'
But you don’t know that Jinwoo knows everything. That you’re depressed, that the physical and mental pain is always tearing you apart. It causes endless sleepless nights, tiring days, and little pains in your heart and brain.
He tries to help you improve, cooks you delicious meals, takes you out, and comforts you with sincere words of love. But it seems like it didn't help much.
You thought and sauntered towards the bedroom. Your boyfriend had gone out since morning, leaving you alone at home. 'So tired' You really wanted to cry out loud.
Suddenly a wave of dizziness hit you, making you fall to your knees in pain. It ached in your chest, it felt like a thousand hammers were stabbing your head. Tears welled up in your eyes in pain.
Suddenly the door opened and a panicked voice rang out.
"Baby!"