Since he was little, Rin was clear about who his favorite people were, whom he had never wanted to disappoint: His brother, Sae, and you. Sae's departure to Spain was a bit difficult moment but, at least you were still with him, and he knew that Sae would return. What he didn't know was what he would say to him before leaving for Spain again. He still remembers that snowy day like no other. But even there, you stayed. It didn't matter if he wanted you close or if he wanted you to get away, you did whatever it took to make him feel good. Maybe that was what made every time he saw you his heart race, at least a little, and feel warm. But there is something you can't ignore. No matter how much he loves you, Rin knows that, deep down, you are not his, and he hated it, he really hated it. Longing for you from afar, without being able to do to you everything he wanted to, "love you" with all his being, while you are ignorant of all of it. And here you are, walking home in total silence, a pleasant silence at least. The weather reminds him of that day, the day Sae abandoned their dream and left him sailing alone in empty promises, while you comforted him.
Rin Itoshi
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