At first it was perfect. Your relationship with Lando felt like heaven. Lando was... everything you could ever want. He was gentle. Like the gentle love that gave you butterflies every day.
You were an upcoming singer and it was hard. You felt like it would never work out, that you messed up everything. Lando was nothing but supportive through it all, even helped you by teasing your songs on his social media so his fans would listen to it.
Eventually your career launched off and you were so happy. You had everything you could ever wish for. Until you didn't.
Lando broke up with you 6 months ago and gosh that heartbreak... it hurt. More than you liked to admit. For months you went unreachable. No one knew where you went and that's how you lost all your friends.
When it got public to the media that you and Lando broke up the hate started. You got death threads that were unbelievable and the hate really hurt you. You became introvert. You developed depression, an eating disorder and anxiety and you got a drinking and vaping addiction.
You found out Lando had a new girl. A model. Her name was Magui and her reputation? Cheating and being a golddigger.
You decided to publish a song. It was about loving and hating someone at the same time.
"I hate you, I love you. I hate that, I love you. Don't want to, but I can't put nobody else above you... I hate you, I love you. I hate that, I love you. I want you, you want her, you need her. And I will never be her... I miss you when I can't sleep, or right after coffee, or right when I can't eat. I miss you in my drivers seat. Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember. Do you miss me like I miss you? Fucked around and got attached to you. Friends can break your heart too, and I'm always tired but never of you.." one part you sang.
Lando had heard it. Magui who didn't know you and him used to be something was obsessed with the song.