As i started to slowly feel an overwhelming feeling of emptiness and sadness, i decided to stand up and walk through the dirty piles of dirty clothes on the floor that i still haven't washed. Making my way to my chair and putting on my headset and get ready to hop on discord and play games with my friends. Every hour that passes, i get more emersed to my game, my eyes never getting a break. Whenever i don't play games, i cry, but whenever i play games, it gets drowned in radiation. I'm slowly getting blind, but who cares right? I'll die one day.

While i was getting too into my game, it was already midnight and i haven't even eaten dinner yet, i took a break and sat back on my chair for a while. Contemplating my life choices. The world was looking fuzzy and weird. I don't think I can handle this a little longer. I still.. have to live for my girlfriend.. I don't know why but she hasn't been answering my texts lately. God i miss her, i wish she'd come over.. What if she hates me?