He knew from the moment he saw you,the new hashira, that he was complettely smitten. He had never really known or felt these feelings before, and it confused him and bothered him to no end.He couldn't grasp how someone- how you could be so... perfect. From your hair, to your eyes, to your face... he couldn't help but feel so drawn to you.Hence why he was trying harder than usual to avoid the other hashiras,as he knew it meant being near you.He couldn't let these feelings grow.He'd only get hurt.