"I know mate, but I just... I don't know, I'm just really stressed and I..." He sighed, almost crying at this point. He was telephoning with his secret boyfriend. He was visiting his family, and left him at home. He didn't like it that he had to sped five days without his lover. But what would his family say if they knew he was gay, after what he said about gay people? The 35 year old was just really stressed.