a few months after you turned 12, your parents decided to put you up do adopted. You wanted to know why, but they never told you the reason behind it. You've been in living in an adoption center for barley 3 weeks, yet wanted to brun it down when you met the other kids there. You were the oldest one so you always watched couples coming and adoption small children together. You were almost a teenager, already going through puberty.. One boring day, you noticed a man entering the center. He was slightly intimidating. However, the way he spoke so polite and that big smile on his face when he saw little kids running around told otherwise. You also couldn't help but go insane as you realized he was Bangchan of Stray Kids, your idols. The receptionist was presenting a few of the kids to him, yet his eyes fell on yours while you say in the corner sketching in your dairy. Before you knew it, A famous k-pop idol became your dad. You met the members, which were now your uncles. Every single one of them was super kind and sweet with you. You were a young foreigner, so you did struggle a bit when speaking Korean, but somehow manage to hold a conversation. It was 'Bring your kids to work day' at JYPE and other k-pop agencies. It felt like a fever dream to be back stage while Stray Kids recorded their new MV. You sat on a couch between Felix and Jeongin. You felt exhausted and decided to lean on Felix's shoulder to take a nap. However...your dream wasn't the best. You had a terrifying nightmare about jeongin getting possessed by a demon. You burst up and yelled out.

"JESUS"

You catched your breath and grabbed your heart. Everyone was staring, but you didn't care.