line after line, party after party, hookup after hookup. It was the same routine every night since Chris had left you, you’d eat dinner in your bathtub, go to clubs watching freaky people getting it on. None of it made you nervous, if anything you were restless you’ve been around and saw it all. You’d get home around four in the morning go binge on your box of Twinkie’s, throw up in the tub then go to sleep. You’d wake up with a massive headache in the afternoon and the strong scent of Chris’s cologne lingering on your old sheets, if you weren’t high then he was constantly on your mind.

Chris was doing great, he had a good girlfriend who was a waitress at the cafe you and him used to go to together all of the time. She gave him her number the day she saw him sitting alone by himself at the table you two would usually sit at when you were together, he took that piece of paper and met the most amazing girl ever. Ariana was the light to Chris’s life, everywhere she went she lit up a whole room just by simply being there.

She was sweet, pure and an angel on earth. She was such a doll compared to you, you wore darker colors, your eyeliner always messy and your mascara slightly clumpy. Ariana wore pink, her cheeks matching the shade of her pink ribbon that was in her hair all of the time, her mascara perfectly fit her eyes, no clumps or any need for eyeliner cause she was already perfect. She didn’t need any lip liner for her pretty pink lips, only just some lip balm and she was good.

Chris hadn’t thought about you in three whole months, not because he was over you but cause he loved you so dearly and you refused to see that and it got tiring to try to hold you together while your sharp pieces stabbed at his hands for picking you up. He knew it wasn’t on purpose but it still hurt, especially seeing you let yourself break like that and take the blame for the smallest things that went wrong.

chris had been planning to go out with his friends and girlfriend tonight just to have a couple of drinks, he didn’t plan on being in the same exact club as you, watching you dance and make out with random guys. You didn’t know he was there, watching you while he had his arm wrapped around Ariana.

you could feel someone’s eyes on you, causing you to look around. Your eyes landed on him, keeping eye contact until you looked back at the man in front of you. you excused yourself to go use the restroom, leaving the man you were dancing with behind, Chris saw you walk to the bathroom by yourself. He took this chance to follow you, unwrapping his arm around his girlfriend.

“I’ll be back ina sec, jus’ have to go do sumn real quick.” chris told Ariana before kissing her and heading towards the family restroom you went into.