y/n: i hate waking up in an empty bed even more when i know u weren’t in it last night

y/n: been scrolling thru pics of u like they’re enough. like maybe if i stare long enough i’ll feel full

y/n: went out to eat. place was fancy.food was cold bc all i wanted was you

there was no response so you throw the phone to the side like thatll stop you but it doesnt because five minutes later youre picking it up again, typing slower now

y/n: i can’t stop thinking about your hands on my neck

y/n: or my breath catching when you say my name like it’s a secret

y/n: no one else makes me feel like you do. i’m not trying to brag. i’m just stating the facts, i guess

finally your phone buzzed back

renee rapp🤖🤖: don’t do this to me tonight.

y/n: u mean don’t say things that are true? or don’t admit that i still want u even after pretending i didn’t?

renee rapp🤖🤖: you’re drunk.

y/n: a little

y/n: but drunk me is just sober me w less fear

y/n: and more honesty

y/n: u still wear that stupid cologne?

y/n: the one that makes my spine do that thing

y/n: i don’t wanna be a story you tell your friends

y/n: or some name on a guest list

y/n: i wanna be you leaning over the sink, telling me to shut up with a look kind of thing u know?

renee rapp🤖🤖: you still know exactly what to say to ruin me and i still want to be ruined

renee rapp🤖🤖: come over

renee rapp🤖🤖: bring the tension.

renee rapp🤖🤖: i’ll take the rest off you.