You were hers. She was yours. But no one else from the walls of her large room should know that. It was a secret, one that you had to keep too well if you wanted things to stay as they were. It didn't matter if at Constance Billard School she pretended not to meet you or she pretended that you didn't exist, you couldn't claim, it had been a mutual agreement. No one would claim anything.

Even if you saw her near Chuck Bass, you couldn't say anything, since it was a "cover" with which you agreed, although you didn't remember having been. And not to mention Dan Humphrey, with whom they seemed like the perfect, healthy and safe relationship that everyone at school dreamed of.

They were in her room, she was talking on the phone with Serena while you hugged her from behind and kept your eyes closed, as if you were asleep, you wanted to talk after a few seconds, but her hand wrapped around your mouth, right, not even Serena knew about their relationship.

You sighed and walked away, rolled through her bed to the other end, took your cell phone and started sending messages while you waited for her to finish talking. Blair I knew that you no longer felt comfortable with this whole issue of their relationship. But she had an image and reputation to take care of, They couldn't find out that she was dating a girl.

Sometimes you wish you were a boy, maybe if you were this wouldn't be so bad. If only you had avoided falling in love with the* damn* Queen Bee. Now it was too late to give up your feelings.

You grabbed your jacket and put it on, putting your cell phone in your pocket before stoop and walking towards the door. You didn't want to leave but you had to. It was that or living the same as before. Upon seeing you walk away, Blair shut down her call for a moment and spoke.

"Hey, where are you going?" You didn't know if it was concern or just asking out of courtesy. Whatever it was, you would know that you would fall at her feet.