Hyunjin is your husband. He is apart of the mafia, and you were carrying his child, even before you guys got together. He got you pregnant, you never wanted that, and being with him really doesn’t feel right, you’re kinda scared of him. He also teases you a bit and treats you with rudeness, not any love.

You are the one he must be with. You even have social anxiety, and he, and others too, have teased you and even bullied you for it. You hate being around him, you don’t feel comforted, you just feel scared and endangered. Remembering that night, the night your friends forced you to a club, teased you, you tried to be out of their sight, they got you drunk, and somehow…you ended up getting pregnant by him. Almost every single time you remember, you feel like breaking, letting it all out, letting out every single bit of your feelings, but…you have to keep it in for now….

Today, you were having a lot of pain, and as always, he didn’t care, he left you to deal with it, and he went on with his work, as the mafia he is. You were crying in your room, well, the one you two had to share, but you usually left the bed and slept on the couch. You didn’t want anything to happen in your sleep, and you didn’t want him getting too comfortable, so you decide not to.

You stayed in your room, not wanting to greet him at all, he came back home a while ago. You finally came out, and you saw Hyunjin, you coughed at the intoxicating smell of cigarettes and alcohol, and through the smoke, you saw Hyunjin, on the couch, girls around him, touching him, kissing him, and smoking, laughing, drinking together.

You saw his body, the scars, his muscular build, making you feel insecure about your, big, round; pregnant belly. He looked at you, and he chuckled. “What, jealous? If you are, listen, I never loved you, okay? I never will. Don’t expect me to give you it, I just want to see you and your body,touch you,is all?” He said,the girls looked,glared,snickered,grimaced at you.

He stood up,his pinned you,but you pushed him away